How do you say goodbye when you struggle to comprehend why things must come to an end?

I know all good things must come to an end. Yet, I'm drawn back to those memories that we had together... where the halls reverberated with the sound of our laughter. What did we laugh about? I can't recall all of them. But that doesn't matter for it's the joy that I shared with you that matters most...to me that is.

Our world seemed so small. Where nothing was out of our reach. Where we made plans and wrote down our dreams. I still have them. Those notes that we wrote to each other during class when we were bored out of our minds... or just because we couldn't bear to part from each other without saying something. Anything.

Did you forget those days when we just walked wherever our feet took us, sharing in each other's pain and joy? Did I hurt you that much that you can't even give me a straight answer? That you avoid talking about the past?

I want to see you. I want to understand. You can't just expect me to be satisfied with this. Are you afraid to hurt me? Or is it just annoying to replay those moments and reasons in your head?

People say move on.

Breathe. Forget.

So I'll move on.
Farewell, my ever dearest friend.
Farewell my friend with the ever so pretty hair.
This is my goodbye to you. Incomplete as it seem.
There will always be a place for you in heart.
Just call. Drive by (like I did last night hoping you'd let me in).

I'll miss you.

Posted on 02 May 2009 by

Check...check...check...and...check! So it seems that the list would go on forever and ever. I thought I wasn't going to end up bringing at least half of my wardrobe. But since I can't seem to make up my mind as to what clothes I'll need, I ended up bringing most of my summer clothes. And I still need to buy some more when I get to Cali. My flight leaves at 9 tomorrow night. It's exciting. I love being on a plane. But I'll be gone for almost two months without ever seeing my friends with only emails and maybe snail mails as a means of contact with them. Which really sucks. But I guess distance is good too huh. I'll just miss my baby brother a lot. A lot. Hopefully I won't forget anything. If I do, I'll just get my parents to bring them over since they're taking a later flight than my sister and I.

Oh yea. HAPPY CANADA DAY!. I went to watch the fireworks at City Hall. It was pretty awesome. =) It's nice being surrounded by large crowds. Thank God I'm not claustrophobic or I wouldn't have enjoyed it that much. And the weather was pretty nice as well.

Posted on 01 Jul 2008 by

Cheesy title. I know.
But I was positively delighted when I saw two old familiar faces at my work yesterday. I haven't seen them...since who knows when! Luckily enough, I guess my manager sensed my excitement that she let me go on my break. During that short 15 min. break, my friends and I wandered around the mall aimlessly just talking and catching up.

And you know what I realized? That we still have so much in common. So much to talk about. And how much we all still really love each other. I mean, I couldn't have found such wonderful friends. Who knew we would still like being in each other's company after so many years after high school.

Man. This is really cheesy.

But on a non-cheesy note *grins*, I think I found another layout inspiration. It's going to be simple (almost like this current one) and after I work on it, I'm most likely going to use it first before the previous layout I finished. =) I can't wait.

Posted on 24 May 2008 by